The wounded healer.

To be a healer is to allow the wounds to bleed endlessly for love to heal and be restored, to hold the heart of love and allow it to bleed constantly not for yourself, not even for your own love but for the love of life, for the love of good things and for the love of God to know that he will always show up when we give him that moment in time. 

Iv been sleep walking my whole life to be just a shadow of who you truly are is to live half dead… 

The world is changing, and when I started this journey I never thought I would come face to face with my lord Jesus Christ, I prayed, I screamed and I cried my heart and soul and wounds out to him for saving, to make it better, in hopes that this to shall pass and as I called and screamed and cried, I felt better, I felt a lightnesss and I felt a grace.

I recognized it as electric magnetic energy and the grace of God descending upon me and as I have healed and connected and purged everything and who I was for the past 5 years 2018-2023 the world has been going crazy and descending in to hell…..

I have been asleep to the pains of myself and so I was asleep to the pains of the worlds and everyone else's . Being different its hard to care or to even try to perceive the different worlds we alll live in within ourselves as well as within society but learning this of myself and seeing it reflected in the world and within people I have come to find a grace and mercy within humanity.

I didn’t know how to be within the world because I didn’t know how to be within myself , finding God and knowing my soul is a creation from his love, is the anchor I needed and it’s the one we all need..in order to find our way back home to love, to health and to rebuilding the world. This is just the start of our evolution and its the growing pains of humanity and its astonishing to watch. Souls are reawaken to Gods love and so have I and as I have I ascended only to be rebirth on earth as a daughter of Christ, I see it has changed me and so has the world.

I’m not who I was and I’m not who I totally am yet and that’s the beautiful journey I’m going to start sharing because I understand what it means to be here, to help each other, to be that smile on the day you need it most, to be that hi I hope your having a blessed day, to be that kindness the world is missing is the gift that we can each give to one another and by doing so we share the love of god and we heal….

We become whole, we become family and we become what humanity was meant to be, to return to the garden of Eve’s womb and be rebirth from darkness.

To know free will vs Gods will for you is the journey of awaking to yourself, to your Souls life streams and to God healing those and creating a new tomorrow for us all.

The deepest wounds I have yet to feel is the soul mate death wound…..

To be separated from home is a sensitive pain we all feel and when we find that feeling we don’t want to let go, we don’t want to lose it and so we cling to it, we tighten up and began the process of decay, we allow ourselves to become lost to the illusion of pain…..to the illusion of life itself.

God if my life, my wounds and my story can be a testimony of your strength, love and power to heal, restore and to bless them, so be it for you my love… 

To fall in love with God is the death of this world and relationships as a new one beings to take form… you start to understand each pain you have ever had was for God.. It was an aspect of his creation that needed to be saved and that’s the most beautiful soul contract one can have with God is to wear his wounds for love to be restored to create something new.

Once your one with god, there’s no other match…… Theres no other world or reality you would ever place yourself in expect for that of his glory but that’s the painful part of living on Earth. To be apart of Gods glory is to become one with the universe and lay your own life and heart on the line to raise Gods. 

To sacrifice your life on behalf of God’s creation is a mighty thing todo indeed but unfortunately I didn’t know the pain and self sacrifices I would have to go through, to sacrifice the very essence of being an individual…. 

To being one…..

We assume what we don’t have is what we want never knowing that would be the very end and death of who we are and the life we had…

to become one with god is to watch who you thought you were disappear as a new Spirt is birthed to watch the pain fade away, and a new life be created, one for God, one blessed under God and one that shall be a divine tool for God to use while on earth.

Allowing my God to use my heart to love the unloveable was the soul contract that awakened my light body to be free to travel the cosmos and to achieve astral travel. Astral travel was one of my biggest goals to achieve but to achieve it through a death…. a death that was only birthed through love is a wound so deep only God could heal.

and I finally get it… I know what it means to be a healer, to be a child of Gods and to be a human being serving our creator here on Earth.

To knowing heaven, hell and life is all one and the same…

To know your a light being embodying a vessel creating your own reality is a deep thing to comprehend and honestly it’s a little saddening to know… to not know where you begin and creation starts is a scare sensation and it makes you wonder just how far a Soul could drift.

what would keep you anchored if not a body????

If not a soul contract with the God who created this universe???

To find peace is all we ever want to find, and then to be completely free spirited to fly and follow God… 

But if God was just right back here…… exactly where you are in this very moment.

Makes you think about life and where we are a bit differently and that’s just what my Soul is going to do for God and humanity, to help people awaken to God, to his power and presences here on Earth and within each and every living being.

God… it’s been hard, I know you never left, it just felt like you did…..We are only ever stuck in one matrix, one reality and its the one God created or the one this world created and tho they both be beautiful there’s no place like the silences of creation, between each breath, to the darkness, to the light that you are is how you know your never alone.

But a light in a mighty river just waiting to be ignited.

Let me be the space… the vessel and the being in time to display your love, strength, courage and will power to just have a little hope, a little faith and to know that this to shall pass and bring forth something beautiful is the promise I’m holding on to….. forever… 

I know my God will always show up one way or another and it’s a beautiful truth to witness and I pray as my heart heals, I can heal the broken and the broken will restore what this world condemns.

To fall In love with God is for him to breath life back into you to start a new…with him.

Let’s make this life a beautiful one, now that we are pain free to live life.

And so the girl that my mother birthed as Morgan Poulsen died and to be birthed as my Christ self as Brittney Morgan is the gift I give myself that God has allowed through, Divine love, forgiveness and compassion for Thyself to love and heal in time to create something new.

🤍 to knowing who you finally are… a spark within a mighty river that can flow through you and to you…. For you to use, live, love, experience and create just as our Creators. 🙏 

Becoming the Alchemist of Darkness to create life.